Arrghh !! bad changes .

I.
I'm bored with the tired.
I'm tired, I'm sad.
slumped in a poor imagination.
stuck in a lonely
although many people around me.
I still feel the emptiness in my life, my daily.

I
I can not reveal my true heart's content.
whether I was too afraid to express my feelings?
I could only hear the quiet people who talk a lot.
I could only smile to see people happy.
I could only cry to feel sad person.
I just lost in thought while staring at the beautiful worldly.

I want change for the better.
not for now.
I grow into good adults.
not for adults who behave like a kid again.

Oh god,
help me.
help me out of bored and thought this bad.
I want to be happy.
I want to feel genuine affection.
not just words and false promises.

I want to be a peaceful person
filled with smiles and sincere hearts
wasting my flavor saturated.
throw me a sense of fatigue
remove all the pain that I experienced.
I just want to be free, loose, focused.
to achieve a dream that has been long I hope ..

Just by writing this I can feel relieved.
feeling that is not targeted to destroy this.
I'm sorry.
I'm just me.
and I are being myself ..